Time for me to fly.

i no longer know the meaning,
& i no longer wanna know.

hi.
today was nothing.
slack around the house for the whole day.
going appointment on monday, then tuesday.
pluck out teeth on tues.
monday go dk do what bt nid go jiu go loh.
feeling veh crappy now,
will post tmr if i have the chance to use comp,
normally brother use whole day play his game.

think going sleep lerh,
bye.

對於幸福了解的太少

When it turns cold.

as usual, aaron's the best :).

XD
i love my blogsong.
btw eeyore's like super friggin cute luh.
dunnoe how to appreciate de, that stupid jerlene yong.
pooh like piece of shit compared to eeyore. lol.
no offence except to jer :x

okay,
plucked out 2 teeth ytd.
wasnt pain when plucking cos the shuai dentist numbed my mouth.
then whn the numbness gone ler,
jiu strting to pain, then keep bleeding, keep keep bleeding.
i cant eat stuff that are hot, only cold.
pathetic right.
but i prefer cold stuff though :)
just drank milk,
eat is eat hot stuffs that are alrdy cooled uh, yep.
not dying yet, still 2 more teeths to go.
nothing to do now.
im bored.

bye!
maybe going find jocee ltr.

I've grown older :(

oh god, so cute, right?

Another day passes, haha.
thanks alot guys that wished me happy birthday on 12 midnight
and those who wished me today, ♥
Joel called me and ask me the date, haha thanks la erzi :D

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Happy birthday hedy, all the best :D

-
anyway if you're a clever person you wouldnt want to read,
cos its veh long, and full of crap.
reminder eryi.
& its a colourful post. lol.
continue :D
..

Talked to andrea last night till like 1 plus,
hahas, she's the greatest asshole la. :)
morning 6.30am woken up by her.
went to prepare,
btw im like the pure-est of all lah (as usual) if anyone havent noticed :)

met andrea and she was late for 6 mins, idiot..
hahas, thanks for the card lah, so nice can,
didnt know you can draw a cat so well lah omg :)

reached the bus stop,
aga aga see der, but got it right.
then walked, though its the first time walking,
cos that time go the bus stop then dunno how to go then take cab,
waste money, we just keep on walking nor,
like toking on the way, so not bored at all. :)

rent bikes,
cycled till like ending there.
hahas, thn decided to rest there, fresh air.
then jocee and jer called, so conference awhile bahs.
then jocee hang, was riding my bike while toking to jer.
almost fell, scare myself.
i've got a phobia now.
(if you guys know how i fell down the other time.)
and got a freaking 10cm long scar on my leg now.
& you must see sister's (jocee) reaction when she saw it today!
LOOOL. im used to it, so it isnt that pain anymore.

and oh yah,
after cycling, cycled back to return bike,
off for bf+lunch.
andrea wanted to have carls jr,
but freaking cannot find it.
haha, anyway my teeth got the thing tie cnt bite the burger.
went to subway instead, and suffered,
stupid teeth.
then off for ice cream, andrea's treat :)
thanks lah asssssshole!

then walk back to where we came from,
stop in the middle of nowhere,
somewhere called 'marine crescent',
the wall there, andrea drink tea there, LOL
then i kop abit drink to digest stuff (she say one)
then l-m-a-o with her there,
had alot of fun there lah.
we were playing with the pigeons..
actually andrea use tea pour over them to scare them away.
that mean ass :D
unlike mememememememememe!
i only called a bird that keeps chirping to shutup :D
im just trying to make myself laugh only wad.
then waited for bus,bus stop got somekind of leaf insect,
that suddenly fly and scared the hell outta me.
i run like dunnoe what and andrea sat there and laugh.

went bangkit home find mother and some other stuff.
then GO ESCORT THE XJL XIONG JIE LIN JERLENE YONG.
wow long name.
to meet andrea to wait for Jocee.
saw lynn too, long time nvr see all of them lerh :)
except of andrea, haha.
vicky ruth and rosa worst..
& weeeeekang!
dunnoe how many 1234523421678 years haven see them liao.
exaggerating again -.-
ignore me.

btw watched the movie recommended by jerlene yongggg.
' the city of ember '
was boring at the starting, got some stylo parts lah :)
jerlene TOK TOK TOK so much during the show,
of cos i TOK with her lah :)
then kena scld by jocee,
jocee : oi ur veh noisy leh, either you add me in the conversation or shut up.
me : *laugh* (-.-)

jocee kept on bully me lor, she damn fierce de,
i do anything also tio scold by her today.
she sleep liao le, pig, so i can write abt her,
anw she dont read posts unless got pics one, so im saved.
but she did something that made me laugh until i cry like dunno wad.
love her though. omg, told yah sister, im too good le :)
appreciate it man!

after movie slacked around, haha.
then off to kiddie palace, woooooohooooo.
fool around and saying stuffs with andrea, oops.
hehe. playing only lah dont take it to heart ok. :)
anw, eeyore's NOT UGLY LOR! (to jerlene yongyongyong)
eeyore is like so much cuter than POOOH! = POOP!:)
eh, not insulting pooh okay..
just to jerlene only :)
btw the poop not dabian, dabian got standard one.
say my eeyore, make me unglam in public chase her around. aiyo.

(CRAP)
and jocee did the thing that make me laugh until i cry while running,
cos shes chasing after me :x she ownself also laugh lor.
btw im seriously laughing when im typing this, LOL.
anyway,she says she coming over my house for her bruises luh.
idk what she doing, alot of bruises.
see liao oso can feel pain lor, everywhere leh omg.
she's coming over for rubbing bruise session by yvette the great,
1 bruise $5 bucks,
so total should be like $100 or so.
ok? :)
that time at her house give her the trial liao, it works wonders! :D
of cos.
-

hmm,
after that 6 plus like that they homed,
i waited for parents fetch me to eat lobsters and stuff.
my fav lobsters. :D
also cos tmr going pluck teeth, wish me luck, ty :)
after that everyday eat porridge i will puke.
cos i cant bite ma, pain you know.
:x

thats all i guess, omg what a long post.
i ownself read can alr :D
haha.
byebye!

(i realised its 12.04am alrdy)

oh happy day :O
i miss xiuhong, yijing and xinli!

I am a happy girl! just a lil empty.

can you spot the cutest + hotest?
top right hand corner :)

♥

hi to you :)
hmm, tmr going out with peeps..
after not see-ing them for like sooooooooooo long.
dont really know abt the plan tomorow,
but aga aga abit bahs o.o
leaving home think early in the morning le.
nid to wake up when andrea calls me in the morning (she say one)
okay the rest idk lerh. lol.

anw,
bought teenage!
think first time buy faster than vicky,
cos she's at cambodiaaaaa. hahas.
coming back today but im not sure what time.
kinda miss her idiot questions and idiot stuffs :)
like keep on random-ing then saying 'hi' suddenly :O

bye :)

All the little things i cant live without.

hehes :)
a random picture of love.
haha, omg i wanna go to feilunhai concert.
the cheapest ticket in $78. freak -.-
nvm lah, hope got recorded in cd or smth then i thn buy.
i desperate to see him in person, someday i will.
nehneh!
lovelove aaronyan.

-

Listening to 'Out from under'
a lil bit of lyrics.

Breathe you out
Breathe you in
You keep coming back to tell me
you’re the one who could have been
and my eyes see it all so clear
It was long ago and far away but it never disappears
I try to put it in the past
Hold on to myself and don’t look back

My heart will be unbroken
Even when I cross the line
It's like a lie I’ve told a thousand times

I don’t wanna dream about
All the things that never were
Maybe I can live without
When I’m out from under
I don’t wanna feel the pain
What good would it do me now
I’ll get it all figured out
When I’m out from under

-

nice song eh.
thats all i guess,
bye! :)

build me up and tear me down.

EEYORE :D
and jer's extra pooh beside my dearest eeyore :x

hello people.
im bored.

slept at 3am ytd, on the sofa.
then woke up at around 5, went back to sleep on bed.
then 7am, woke up, went to sleep on mum and dads bed.
woke up at around 9 cos of the freaking contruction above my unit.
so damn noisy, in the morning somemore,
drill so noisy, cannot stand it.

then sister called and killed my boredom, yay! (enthuness)
but hope ltr wont rain,
then going out with family go cycling (:
at least gimme something to do mahs.
everyday sit infront of the computer staring at the screen waste time only.
Sister, enjoy your winx club movie with regina (:
yawnically yawns yawnably yawns, yawning.
im full of crap ._.

suddenly went back to listen 'over you' by daughtry,
after not listening to it so so long.
'' now that its all said and done,
i cant believe you were the one,
who build me up and tear me down ''
haha, addicted to the song once again. (:
somepeople may think:
wtf this song so long liao you thn put, outdated.
hey im the most updated one okay (like real) :D
anyway i just love it.
bye.

off to finding songs now..

我整颗心都已经麻木

Sister.

guess who?
JOCEEEEEE sister! :D
with my extra hand peace-ing.
(wow im lyk so enthu lor)

dont hide lah.
btw it has been 1 whole week since i saw you.
:O break record liao.
shes busy with dance.. hmm.
btw i love her lah,
that chou sister of mine :)
just now saw her on webcam,
laughing and smiling away o.o
ahah. hope cn see yah soon sister! :D
-

today went out to buy STUFFS.
haha, then homed lor.
tomorow dunno wan go competition ma.
nvm think dont want bahs.
hope can go find ppl if possible.
bye! :)

To the world you might be one person,
but to one person you might be the world.
Remember, we all stumble, every one of us.
That's why it's a comfort to go hand in hand.
To know that someone is always there.

so incomplete.

let me fly.

todaytodaytoday.
busy day, yet had many fun :)
morning, went to appointment with mum,
then took bus to bangkit,
then off to cca.
met andrea, mine assssshole :)
then chatted and talked and laughed as usual.
then gambled outside range with derreck, azri.
then andrea came, played 4 person one.
then cheng an came, kicked derreck out. LOL.
cakeless lah :)

after that volunteered with andrea to go safra,
to help coach with stuffs, and derreck too.
off to safra :)
reached, help coach with stuff,
then went to eat dinner with andrea.

eat lerh then spend alot of time in the arcade,
play this play that try this try that. hahaha.
it was fun luh, wished weekang was here, long time no play arcade with him.
and there's this game that we have in our hps lor, got in arcade game, super cool.
is i usually play with weekang when he use andrea phone one lor.
eeee, freaking miss lao di la.

then went to 7-11 then realise the time,
9+pm alrdy, so andrea SENT me to bus stop,
while she waited for her parents then we all homed :)
had fun with andrea lah! hahah.
-

Sister if ur seeing this ._.
will update tmr, i got the pics in my thumbdrive le.
didnt talk today, when going home smsed you nvr call me back ):
call me tmr..?
-

btw i dunno how many days nvr tok to jer le.
wanna see her idiot face soon :)
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colourful!

BYE,
off to
playing game,
reading blogs,
listening to songs.

currently in love with 李聖傑

Happy birthday my loveeeee.

Second post of the day.
Once again, happy birthday aaron yan! :)
i lovelovelove yanyalun lah!
found more of his cutecute photos today, hehe.
excuse me for this :B
if only you know how irresistable he is to me :X







bye!
i promise i'll support yah till the day i die :x
the first part of this post is below._.

Giving up on love.

i have to rub it off
& give it up

dont wanna try,
dont wanna try,
dont wanna try no more.
no matter what i do,
no matter what i say,
its like there's no getting through to you,
like you dont appreciate all that i do.
i try to save it many times but still you couldnt see.
i kept resisting, and resisting,
its all bcos so that we'll nvr fall again.
{alot of song lyrics mixed tgther}
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anyway,
going shopping with my mum alrdy.
so tired, bt hope can buy load load of stuff.

-
i freaking wanna fly over to bangkok to talk to andrea now,
hope can see her tomorow :)

-

Happy birthday yanyalun aaron, ily. (lol)
super love you.

-
random stuff, now..
end with a song,



its fantasies and reality,
baby which one are we living in.

-
Joel erzi wan me do de quiz ._.
joel ask me do this kind of quiz, crazy.

[1] What kind of Boyfriend/Girlfriend do you like?
lol.
[2] How do you celebrate your 1st Month?
lol.
[3] Do you feel safe with your Boyfriend/Girlfriend?
lol.
[4] When you see your stead injured or sick, would you be there even if you're busy?
lol, talk crap, of cos lah.
[5] When it's your 12 month & your stead is having another relationship, what would you do?
break?
[6] What if you know your ex is still loving you albeit he/she is single while you're attached?
lol, idk.
[7] Are you single, having a relationship, or having a crush on someone?
single :)
[8] List out 3 love/sad songs.
idk lah, alot until i nvr count and lazy name out.
[9] What would you do if you and your stead quarrels?
situation?
[10] Do you wish to know that someone is crushing on me?
no.
[11] What if you're single and someone got a crush on you?
lol.
[12] How do you feel when you fall in love with someone?
hi.
[13] How many times did your heart broke by somebody?
nvr count ba.
[14] If you and your stead quarrelled, who'd be the one apologizing?
idk.
[15] What would you do if your stead wants to break up?
agree la, talk crap, haha.
[16] Did any of your stead gave you a present you liked the most?
lol.
[17] When did you last cry for someone whom you love?
ytd.
[18] How many times did you break your promise to your stead?
lol?
[19] Do you wish that your relationship will last long?
no have :)
[20] Did your stead kiss you in public?
-.-!
Pass this to your friends to know how their relationship is going on.
Send them by MSN - ask them copy & paste - or tag them through their blog.
Remember to put down 11 names for your relationship to last long.
no relationship nw how to last long, idiot. :)

Changed bs.

Evan yo's freaking cute!

i think this is the first time i used navigations.
gonna get used to it soon :)
whatever, i can change back anytime..
if i find it too ma fan. xB
and changed to putting 1 post on every page, looks nicer.
if nvr see any post go 'rewind' can alr, easy.
nights people!
-

and i cant see lynn's tagboard, and some others,
this comp cnt go into internet only mozilla, freaking comp ._.

但順其自然的感覺 更好

:]

Hello! :D
hehehs, today like so happy.
anyway, went to swim in the afternoon,
at jurong east complex there.
with cousins and family, had a fun time.
i love my cute baby cousin ton luh.
:)

sian luh this holiday,
like never go out with sisters & friends, YAWNS lah!
and dar,lp,bt for freaking long alrdy!
btw hope can see evryoneeee soon bah ):
andrea, vicky faster come back ok.
and didnt see sujing, lynn and weibinh for quite some time alrdy..

okay thats all bah,
posting pictures tomorow,
i hope.. of expired pictures took with jocee,
and somewhat new pictures with jer.
bye!
:)

p/s/ lucky, so lucky :O

我眼泪都笑了(:

currently listening to:

---(edited)---

8.34PM now

guess what,
andrea's at the airport now.
and shes going bangkok for like 4 pathetically long days la, omfg. ):
vicky and janis shld be reaching cambodia now, 10 days! even worst ):
aww mans.

anw, andrea sent me a msg when shes at the airport and made me laugh my ass off.
Andrea : '' Yvette i wanna cry ... I scared the plane stink ''
LOL. shes full of crap :) now still smsing her, haha.
gonna miss her like crazy, how am i gonna survive CCA manz.
without vicky and andrea, ):

-

btw i love who i am now.
i aint someone who will get angry so easily alrdy.
i've learnt not to care toooo much or even care.
hehs :}

thats all, bye.
the way i are
somethings just doesnt seem to matter anymore

Back from camp.

Random picture of clique :D
gotten from mirabelle's blog.

YOHYOOHOYOHH,
im back from the camp just ytd.
was a fun camp,
Thanks to the excos, the most impt people ok.
teachers, group otter and ofcos clique (:
andrea, jerlene, jocee, rosalind, vicky.

though the groupings made clique seperate,
bt end up only our clique slpt in one of the bunk, which is like super cool.
day 2 of camp, met jer joce rachel then went to school tgther,
blahblahblah talks, then took bus to chinatown.

was singing WOMANIZER with jocee sister and jer,
trying to make vicky pissed :x jk.
im superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr addicted to the song right now.
was singing and dancing around with jer sweetheart, singing :
can i have this dance in somesort of high pitched tone. haha.
had fun with that stupid girl :x
and poking the cuteretardedidiot rosa honeh :x
but i love them all.

bus here bus there thn kampong glam then little india (mustafa centre).
was fooling around with clique and nadiah and mirabelle there, hahaha.
had muchmuch fun.
rched school at 11 plus i guess.
returned to our bunk, bathed then went for debrief,
thn went back to room, talked talked fooled around then slept at 3.

last day.
woke up at 7am by jocee, jer and all of them.
me and rach was dying to get more slp.
thn went to brush teeth with rachel, chnaged then went back to bunk.
off to ava, talktalktalks and more talks,
then breakfast, thn end of camp :D

will update pictures next time,
whn i get back to bangkit i suppose, now holland
usb and all that are all there.

Addicted to this song, for the moment.

thats all,
stayed at home today except went to run in the morning.
byebye!

Love is not two persons looking at each other, but two persons looking in the same direction.

Somewhere out there.

hellohellohello.
first day of camp, nt bad,
not as boring as i thought :x
water games are quite okay, kinda cold though.
tomorow jer's going, and i guess it'll be funner,
and hope she joins my/vickys grp.
today was fooling around with farisha, jocee, rosa, andrea, vicky.
they are idiots.. and one asshole, and they rocks.

-
today i think the strting of ms mandys talk is meaningful.
its like, how you feel that ppl will think of you when you die?
- how will ur friends/family/teacher will feel about you?
i just answered how i hope they would feel,
of cos how would i know how they would feel.
all i know is, when i die..
i wanna be someone who had made my parents proud,
even just for once, im alrdy satisfied, and i dont think i had done tat before.
for teachers, i think they will find me irritating,
cos im like a super slow learner, ppl that teaches me cfm need alot patience.
thats why miss tan's the best teacher in my heart (omg did i just say that -.-)
kidding, hah. friends i rly dk,
just wanna be someone who you know will be always there for yah,
someone who youcan call up anytime & someone who listens :O
- what have you achieved in your life if you die now?
well, all i know is i had achieved nothing,
and i hope i dont die so soon if nt theres tons of regrets.
even now there's alrdy damn lot of regrets alrdy.
how i wished i can go back to when i was young and strt over again.
i would have study harder by then and not only in eoy then study.
i wouldnt slack so much during the streaming year.
i shouldnt have wasted so much money whenever i go out last yr.
things, moments, people that i might not have cherished (?)
there's still alot, things that i wouldnt want to mention,
but its over, nothing can chnage it ler, so life goes on :)
and im still happy, the way my life is now.
oh well .. i guess i have to be.

wow, what a big chunk of post there :/
anyway it may be full of crap or shits to you bt its not to me.
:)

btw i miss people larhs.
hope can see them soon, bye.

When it hurts.

Silence.

hello! .... yawns.
2 days since i posted.
really bored these days,
didnt go out often at all.
either stay at home or cca or dental appointment.
boringgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg!
gotta find days to meetup with darling, laopo and biantai rly soon.
too long nvr see them lerhs.

tomorows leadership camp.
stupid camp make me delay my appointment,
hope it'll be worth it bah :)
ltr going CCA, at least can see andrea, and hope vicky's going.
thats all,

goodbye :)
& i miss peeps many.
-

everything was too good to be true,
& i guess thats why it isnt true afterall.

On my way.

what it takes i dont care.

(edited)
Thanks luh jer, ily :D

Got me going crazy.

Jonas family! :O
Joe's the best :x

Hello.
woke up at 1pm today.
sister called me when i was brushing teeth.
today was a boring day at home.
dont know what else to update alr.
glued to the tv the whole day.
aww, and i want braces asap uhs.
nobodys updating recently,
im going to bored to death.):

thats all i guess,
bye.

Never say goodbye when you still want to try.
Never give up when you still feel you can take it.
Never say you don't love a person when you can't let go.

-

OMG I JUST FOUND OUT 霹靂MIT IS OUT!

AARONYAN <3

2E2 rock :D

picture grabbed from ivfy :D
will upload pictures took by myself other day.

hello!
btw just sent jocee to mrt, hmm.
jocee toned at my house last night :D
that stupid girl use i send her de sms suan me.
stupid her.. but love her still. omg.
after class bbq which is like 12am+ reach home,
bathed and all that,
talk talk talk cook magee mee eat,
slept at 3am like that.
fun lah okay :D

today,
slping..slping..
jer called at 8 ):
lols, woke me up and answer the call.
then went back to sleep.
woken up at 10, passed the phone to jocee.
jocee and me actually alrdy wake up,
bluff jer haven wake up, using the blanket to cover our mouth and tok.
so will sound sleepy. haha.
then prepared, go meet jer :D
nid lead her the way to my hse.
then they came over ate their lunch then jer went to novena find her mum.
then i went to jurong library with jocee.
pei her find her christy miller book.
then came bk home.
slacked and then she homed.

bbq rocks luh.
so gonna miss 2e2..
aww, and ms tan cnt make it to the bbq,
which was kinda disappointing anw..
hmm okay bahs,
will upload pics of bbq next time.

:D
bye.

多喜欢你从来不会说
多在乎你到底懂不懂

-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUTH AIAI <3

whats life without music.
(random la.)

hellllloooo.
think aint going out today le :(
tomorow class bbq!
yayayayayayayay.
at vicky's house, hahas.
yawns, bored at home lahz.
ltr hope can go out with mum.
thats all. bye!

-
Yanyalun videos :X
i just put for myself er yi :D
cn choose not to view it (:

ZAC ZAC ZAC <3

omg, ily zac efron! :D

off to training soon :)
will post when come back, maybe.
heheh. omg omg omg zac's super cute! O:

thats all,
byebye :)

那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得

I WANT IT! o.o

Umms, i havent do braces yet larh :D
yep, gonna pluck out 4 teeth! *ouch*
haven pluck yet, but soon in november pluck, hopefully asap.
hope can do it by december, before next yr bahs.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeets/
I got in 3E3.
thank god ^^
same class as a few peeps in class :D

congrats people for getting into the classes they want and all that.
all the best for all! (:

Yesterday:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DABIAN! ily :D

-

Ruth tell me do deh,
now i do alrdy okay! aha.

1. The person who tagged you is: That idiot RUTH(:
2. Your relationship with him/her: sisters (:
3. Your five impressions of him/her: idiot, baichi, asshole, retarded, short :D
4. The most memorable thing he/she has done for you: hmm?
5. If he/she becomes your lover: No, -.-
6. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you: go and die :X
7. If he/she becomes your lover, he/she have to improve on: Imposible :D
8. If she becomes your enemy: wont (:
9. what is it you wanna tell him/her: aiai loves, hope you grow taller (:
10. Overall impression: crazy :D
11. How do you think the people around felt about you: Pure, normal & quiet :D
12. The character you like about yourself: pure LOL.

Pass this quiz to 10 ppl:
lazy to pass :D

boooooom, 2 more days,

dying in 2 days

):

abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz..
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15..
boring day!

braces thingy appointment in the morning,
swimming in the afternoon,
home the rest of the day.

byebye.