Breaks in two

Yes, that's my Boy.
:X

mj again soon peeps/ janis, andrea, wen and ahma [:
jocee and co. went for dance.
had loads and tons of fun today at janis's house.
homed at arnd 7, bathed and went to braces app,
now the colour's lime green

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and yeah..

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY MISS JULIE TAN!

thankyou miss tan forall you've done for me these 3 years,though i'm no longer your student now, but yeah, you'll always be the best tcher to me, be honoured for that. the most inspiring and caring tcher, haha.

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Looking forward to playing badminton w ass.
will update more soon, w pictures of cos.

luv ya people,
bye [:

Everything that matters breaks in two

Glass &Plastic.
wen &me.

Went to woodlands, met wen annabel ahma & wansia there,
and headed to causeway walkwalk while waiting for jiaxuan & weihui.
thn bought bubbletea and headed to jerlene's church.
ruth came later.

was msging sister :)

Me and wen is the Emo Invisible 2 ren zhu.
She's glass and i'm plastic.
wansia joined us later and she is metal/water.
We are everywhere.
We're thinking about i wish there's concert now,
thn we can just slip inside and watch.
& movies we just go inside and watch free show without being noticed.
HAHA.
It was effing fun fooling arnd with wen.
We sit there emo, staring at the metal fence,
thn wen say we watching fencing.
Wen keep shouting loud : JIAYOU!
Dumb ass, of course my ____will win her _____ lah.
Thn annabel give us popcorns(rollercoaster) thn we eat and watch.
Ahma came and talk to us. Noticed.

(INSIDE JOKES)
still more to say but enough of our crap. HAHA.

After everything,
me wen and ahma went to causeway, slack and buy waffles to eat first.
thn play catching with ahma but failed,
thn 3 of us go pasar malam walk a few rounds there & sweat thn homed :D

AHMA!












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wen and me
CHEESE :D

Thats all for today!
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Not forgetting my sister..
Here's a pic of her if you had missed her face on my blog :D



I'll only be seeing her on monday.. I hope she's going to miss me..I dont think so cos she'll be too busy to, right sister?She's my bestest but the most petty person you can ever find. Emotionally weak/unstable & overreactive yet hyper active & ridiculously retarded at times. Weirdo :D But i still love sister, although we get mad at each other at the stupidest thing ever and quarrel over the dumbest thing. Whatever happens we manage to pull through (so far..KIDDING!). So yeah, i know i rock lah sister, but dont touched to tears when you see this ok? :D

Hahah.
BYEBYE.

Another heart calls

Wished you were here.

Friday i went home awhile after oral, eat with family @ IMM.
chinese oral was fine but hard to read, so hope i wont flunk it,
english oral next friday, i cfm do badly for english one.
tchr's day celebration on monday. but stupid uh still got normal time table, but got GTA, hope miss tan will get lah :D

Later going jerlene/ruth outdoor thingy along with the rest :)
Sunday feel like asking ppl out but dont even knw mum let me go out anot, hah.
maybe MJ? so long nvr MJ alrdy.

Kay thats all,
bye :D

would you be the one to run to?

Avalanche

Trying to break through, leaving the past behind.

2608 : HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNABEL!
2508 : HAPPY BIRTHDAY JERLENE AND JANIS!
you guys are great friends to me, and will always be. (L)


Love ya sweetheart, gonna catch up with ya soon.
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Kang changed my seating to right infront, AGAIN _|_
enough lah okay, dont act as if knw me when you dont at all.
If i strt sleeping in class again, it'll be your problem lah, dont come scld me. I'll move behind as long as i can.

Tomorow im going to CCA, be surprised, aha.
mostly going cos vicky andrea joel and co. going.
k bye :)

A million miles away from myself

You're just a part of me i cant let go.

Sweetheart & Airen's birthday in a few hours.
I love them and im looking forward, will upload pix tml.
:)

Big thanks to ruth, now my blogger's back to normal
*wide smile

Falling out of love with you.

(i'm waiting for jolene's hp photos, so i'll upload them as soon as i get it, as i've only got 1 grp photo here, but its w/o jer, jolene, dabian & annabel)

Today sorta celebrated jerlene & janis's birthday, but the exact day is most impt okay. gotta strt planning alr, since exams are over. hee hee.
Anyway, today went home straight after sch, to bath and watch my absolute bf till wen called, so we met up at 2.30 sharp, stupid rain make our legs all wet, shorts also.thn go lot 1 find jerlene,dabian,jolene & annabel. :) met up with them, thn go sakae sushi alr, while waiting for janis and jocee to come. after they come, strted ordering food, and they all forced me and wen to eat somekind of not-so-nice taste oyster, okay i Hate oysters. Wen and i kept on rejecting till no choice, so both of us put it into our mouth.

WEN vomitted everything out when me and wen rushed to the toilet thn both each cubicle. I vomitted out only the oyster, wen vomitted everything she ate, LOL. so wasted right give her eat :X thn throatpain was back again, seriously lah, this few days throat sore, slight fever, cough, pain all over, tired and sleepy. gawd im so happy tat exams are over! :D Jer keep on taking photos idk what she take uh,
IHATETAKINGPHOTOSNOWCOSIHAVEAPIMPLEONMYNOSEEWWWW!
i dont care whether its a part of growing up or stating that you're growing mature, I DONT CARE, DONT WANT TO FEEL THIS PAIN EVER AGAIN :( i hate kena disiao-ed by them, esp that stupid wen-er-nu/swimmingroxs(janisneo), when its the first time i have pimples so came out a 3in1 one. LOL, wadeva.

I go lie behind sister back there thn here one POOT! sound i tot sister fart siah,hahaha. thn i fake one go say loud loud 'sister you fart uh?' actually i also dont think she did, cos think is the sofa prob. heh.
they keep bullying ahma which is veh bad loh,except me ._. *pure & innocent*

dabian/jiaxuan went off early! :(

after eating and blablablah, walked arnd the top there empty space and played and i kept on taking their retarded photos that made myself and showing the others and all laugh like crap. :D thn went in to the mirror there take take take. i wanna take there one only cos cnt see my.. you knw you knw, laughs.

slacked arnd, went to walk walk arnd lot 1, bought transparent nail polish with janis. thn janis and wen went off. thn we all splitted as the rest homed while me and ahma pei sister go her cousin hse there take her dinner, thn walk back, all homed.

I WANT TO TAKE PHOTO WITH JERLENE YONG and JANIS NEO TO PUT ON BLOG FOR HER BDAY BUT I CANNOT COS OF MY ______ WHICH IRRITATES ME ALOT, WHATEVER.
I'll take with thm when it disappears :D

Sister called me otw back home, so nice of her.
I hope her niceness goes on also,
she say till i like veh bad lydat like i all along veh bad recently thn good only lydat so i say back. although i knw she dont have this kinda intention, :S

A overdue photo of sister & me.


Love ya sistaaaaaaaaaa,(so nice hor ahma?) :B
bye!

another wordy post due to the stupid blogger which is yet to be fixed.

need you here with me.

Would you save me?
I had enough of going arnd in circles, nothing seemed to change,
even the way i loved you too.

CHEM & GEOG TOMOLOW~
:( Stressed. byebye!

Uncountable tears flown for you

I wanna see the light,
i wanna walk through the darkness..
be it alone, or with you.

Physics and maths exam tomorow, written notes alr,
so hope i can do well, rly rly hope, but i have no confidence, bcos i have been lazy.
hai, rly wanna buck up!

YVETTE NEO BUCK UP COS YOU CAN DO THIS, AT LEAST I KNW YOU CAN :D
YVETTE NEO ROCKS. HEH

Bye!

Goodluck for cts everyone!

So im supposed to be the first one, again?

Sick & tired as i longed for security.

Today:
School > chemistry mock exam which i screwed :(
Wen house > Lunch, play w pillows/hair, talk and slack arnd. :) had tons of fun.
Plaza > accompany sister buy stuffs
Sister hse downstair > talk & slack
(finally after 21325431216412474 years)

homed at arnd 8. :D
will be uploading pictures soon!

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Tml will be celebrating my grandmother's bday, i hope we'll have fun. :D
I really hope my mother can give me encouragement in studies and not look down on me, but she's looking down on me, saying that i cannot make it & maybe drop to NA and all that, im demoralised, her words do hurt alot. I'm trying to keep myself strong..

Goodbye!
JERLENE I DONT WANNA GREATER DISAPPOINTMENT COS IM V FRUSTRATED NOW.
:(

My love cant find you anymore

你的心有一道墙 但我发现一扇窗
偶尔透出一丝暖暖的微光 我的爱会攀上窗台盛放

Past few days i slacked after school w janis, wen, janis, ahma, xinfang & nadia.
helping with nadia & janis's art stuff while chatting & playing at the same time.
:) Here's a few photos of yesterday helping janis w ahma & wen.

Random shot.


Greatest grandmother :)


Janis holding the bad full of cranes while doing art.


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Today sucked only during chemistry.
Wow i didnt knw i can be so mad at a teacher. hah. please lah. scold me loh, i rude or defiant whatever, give you those 'i hate you' eyes, i've nvr given this look any tcher cos i respect them la, until you come piss me off so badly. i also not someone that will get angry so easily. whatever i do is wrong huh, sorry lah i am not someone who can study well or do well in chemistry, I am not up to your whatever standard, dont have to scold me one, dont know how to explain nicely isit? nicely tok mayb i'll take it in, scold till so jialat sorry hor i cannot stand loh. somemore you sibei bias only. dont needa call me out to talk one cos it wont change anything cos i dont like you & i dont think i ever will after this time. i did NOT dream today in class for the last time, i just dont wanna see your face cos im angry enough, dont push my limits though i cannot do anything to you and you can do alot of things to me. I dont care ya know.

I dare to write so i dont care what will happen to me :)

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Whatever, haha i got over it.
everything is testing my temper these days :X

anw after school was slacking in class, thn 2.30pm went for maths at 4e1 classroom.
do do do do, still dont understand some stuffs, but i hope i can do it,
cant afford to slcak any longer, exams are just nxt week..
dont knw if i still have the mood to go do chemistry mans, tmr still needa see the tcher.
yawns!

during maths remedial today,
ahma was having zi bi, so went to the windows there and blow bubbles,
while laughing to herself ... (creepy)
see.


after that me/wen/ahma went home put things,
thn came out again to go school find jocee and pei her pw thing.
after everything went to fajar eat with them,
thn pei sister home and all homed :)
serious stomachache just now that rly make me feel v weak,
but im okay now finally, ahahs.

HERE'S A PART FOR SISTER.
she'll only see this is she bothers to read my blog loh. :/


I love you sister. Whatever happens, sisters will always be sisters.
I'll always be there :D

byebye!

You dont needa me at all, i'm suffocating inside. I dont wanna do this anymore, i dont wanna carry on this way, I'm leaving.

12 am.

I no longer know the word love

Whats wrong with this world?

Today
I'm sorry for all my shitty attitudes today,
got really mad over all the things,
everything got me out of control.
Trying to believe life's aint only gonna be like this,
trying to believe something good will happen after evry bad,
trying to believe everything will turn out fine again,
trying to believe the world's a beautiful place to live in.
No its not. Its living hell.
I know i'm stronger than this :D

& andrea i nt gonna die yet, i'll still irritate you for at least 60 more years :D

So let me go, release me.

Happy Birthday Singapore (:
we love you.

Here's the mrbrown's version of 'What do you see?'


goodbye!

Step by step, walking away

Maybe you wont even notice until i'm gone.

Today was fine, national day celebration was not bad, ahas. We had 2 hours folding cranes in class, heh me janis wen and ahma nt bad loh, 120 cranes. Jocee was absent so less help loh in our grp, ahas. but also nt competition, we tried our best alrdy(:
Yesterday was a bad day, but night slack with wen for a few hours was quite fun, cos we saw a lil cat in the drain, so cute, wanted to get it out but its damn scared & step back every movement me or wen movements. like spent arnd 2 hours waiting for janis that dumbass to come, damn long lah she,dua pai uh! :x i got bullied by them cos jocee nvr come cos fever, get well soon girl.
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Currently 1.06am & i'm still talking to jerlene yong Sh(:
Thanks SH for this great talk as usual, you're always the one i can talk to abt everything. yes be honoured :D loves.

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Happy birthday Lynn siaoeh!
hope you'll enjoy yourself, stay pretty/cute/short (L)

Why?

why end up like this now?
I have nothing to say, no idea of what to do,
just take it as i never cherish this all along since you think that way,
i have nothing left to say, nothing left for me at all.
Nothing is going my way, nothing turns out the way i want.
Just go ahead and do whatever you want..

I'm tired.

Just one more heartache and i'll collapse.

I cant take it any longer.

Today school was fine, kinda slacky cos mr.goh nvr come, so free periods for maths and physics with im very happy about cos i nvr finish my hwork. was talking to janis, xinfang, wen & ahma thorough the two periods, had a fun time laughing at alot of stuffs :)
recess slacked with sisters at staircase there thn the usual place, mirabelle was imitating mdm zhou which made us all laugh like mad. jerlene was reading the book and talking to herself, vicky say she always talk and laugh to herself as if the book is ____ ahas.. crapping with vicky & janis and others.
Sister is back for it and poa and done her braces, it looks very good on her, still as pretty, dont know what she so scared to let ppl see abt, haha.

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After school, slacked in school with ahma, jocee, wen while waiting for janis art thing finish, janis thn tell us to go eat first, so we went to eat thn wait for her come eat also. after that they went for their rainbow thing, me and wen met up with andrea, took our bags and went to the LIBRARY~

While andrea was there stressing about maths, me and wen go see see books, find books to read. we took the 'Leonardo' Book, all his art pieces and we were like imagining and talking about all the pictures. ahahaa, damn fun loh, laugh like mad. the person in the picture is a guy right, thn andrea keep saying its a girl, keep on opposite with me and claims that she's right. but i still think im right~ :D somemore gt alot of obscene photos like a baby's naked body which is like so *cough*.. hor wen? ahas. thn after reading that book, me and wen go take alot of other book come see see, LOL, super fun lah dey, we were like distracting andrea frm doing her work. Heh, but the idiotic andrea keep suan-ing me lah, irritating :X heh bt still, she rocks to me always. Wen and me had a hard time trying not to laugh too loud in the library, ahahaha. :D

After the librarian chase us out we went to the sparks room outside, wait for vicky they all. The librarian's gonna resign alrdy :( she rocks loh seriously. i hope the replace one wont be fierce and be as nice as her :) hahaha, after everything, janis and jocee homed first. thn i waited for that jerlene yong band to end just to talk to her (OMG YVETTE'S SO NICE!!!) :D fei hua so long nvr talk to her alr.

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Jer came dwn, thn me & wen wait for vicky, andrea, rosa, ruth, dabian thn all go tgt. but ahma went off first. after that people said bye and homed.

but pei-ed jer peiing ruth wait for bus, after ruth went on the bus, talked to jer at the bus stop. Thn her father called going to meet her, thn continue talk thn walk her to traffic light, thn both homed. Will be waiting for her call later tonight.

thats all maybe :D
bye people, have a nice day and stay happy always.

I cant make a choice, it hurts terribly.