I no longer know the word love

Whats wrong with this world?

Today
I'm sorry for all my shitty attitudes today,
got really mad over all the things,
everything got me out of control.
Trying to believe life's aint only gonna be like this,
trying to believe something good will happen after evry bad,
trying to believe everything will turn out fine again,
trying to believe the world's a beautiful place to live in.
No its not. Its living hell.
I know i'm stronger than this :D

& andrea i nt gonna die yet, i'll still irritate you for at least 60 more years :D