i would tell you i wont live a life without you

My heart can’t seem to learn to part the hold you left your mark.


Hellllo :)
lols, i strted to listen to some old songs,
& fell in love with them again.
yesterday and today was boring, mayb cos didnt go out.
*yawns*
but nvm, hope ltr can mj with cousins.
hmm, gonna call jerlene yong ltr,(:
cos didnt call her back last night cos scared she slp alrdy.

how i wished there's no school tomorow.
or any other day.
i hope there aint poa test tmr,
so frigging lot of test tumbling dwn on poor students like me..
pity me. :[

bye!

a lonely cry

cos its too late, there's no escape, might as well face it.
sometimes i wished i had nvr gotten into this,
but sometimes it feels like i should try whats best for me,
but feels like i can't help but feel the way im feeling.
somehow i cant figure out why i'm thinking abt it all along,
since the day things went wrong.
the words you said all faded away,
bt no matter what i do, no matter where i go,
in the end i'll get nowhere, lyk how i always do.

-

Tomorow's maths & physics,
2 most difficult paper.
i'm off to study after posting.
:) bye.

you dont care so i wont too

jump.

hello.
today was okay,
had fun fooling arnd with wen & jer.
tmr is commontest ss & english alrdy.
gonna go study ltr.
so bored now, bt finding songs.

bye.

feels like its all messed up

but you werent the one standing by my side.

hellllooo.

had fun with sister the whole of yesterday.
& i love her tons. (:

today is staying-at-home day.
i hope cousins come back soon so i can mj. (:

thats all,
gooooodbye.
*biting onto my nutella bread*

Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done

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No point holding on to something that will nvr happen

Irresistable.









MELTS*
















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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MANDA! 23mins late in this post.
hehs, shall post nxt time,
cos its alrdy like 12.23am liaos.
i posted cos suddenly miss yanyalun.
thats all, byebye!

its hard holding on,
but its harder moving on,

The look in your eyes at mine.

Manda, hweewen, janis, me.
hehs, see me taking the photo everytime?
cos my photography skills rockkkkk :D
hahah, kidding mans.

-
anyways todays the EVE of amanda(ahma/pamelo) bday!
today was okay lahs, hmmmms.
woke up at 5.30am, thn went out at 6.25am lydat,
took lrt to senja find sister.
thn tok to sister till 7 thn saw janis coming out.
thn met janis, thn took lrt go meet ruth thn walk to sch tgt.

was very alert and paid attention is class today..
(surprisingly) for the first time this year.
well, bet no one blieves it uhs, nvm.
:(

anyway Jocee sister made me laugh until cry like some idiot
during chinese class, we keep laughlaughlaugh,
i love chinese lessons lah cos its damn fun,
cos jocee sitting beside me. (why am i so nice)
hahas, kidding.

-
hahaha.
after sch went to fajar eat thn came back cos jocee gt dance.
meet jer they all, thn saw siaoeh they all too. (:
thn dancers went off, jer and ros (tion DC) went for DC.
haha, slacker councillors lah they.

thn went for find them awhile,
thn off to fajar cos janis amanda & wen havent eat yet.
thn slacked, played & bullied manda xp
hmms, thn wen keep making me laugh lyk hell whn she kip bully manda.
hahas, damn fun lah bodoh.
:D

went back to sch study abit slack abit till jer & dabian come dwn,
thn jocee ruth and rosa come dwn , thn homed alltogether.
jer counted if its our clique that walked out of the sch today,
plus the rest that aint here, there's like 13 of us.
hahahahahahahahahahahhaa, we rock LOL.
hehs, had a fun day bahs,
living my life with a smile everyday cos i am a happy girl.
(although it sounds so crap).
=D

bye!
undo what i've become,
i need your help,
i cant do this myself.

you couldnt not be the one.. right?

searching for.. you.

heyhey,yohyoh! :D
today was a fun fun day, heh.
chem is boring.
pe, captain's ball.
physics, janis & me copied answers frm behind.
recess, ate in class.
poa, slept abit, bt abit understand what tcher toking uh.
ss, failed test, got 8/25, same as janis as usual. haha.
ls, kinda boring, but watched a clip of kungfu panda that i've nvr seen.
geog, SLEEP for like 45mins
oh so boring lah ms durga, omg commentless.
that lesson totally let me sleep until so shuang mans :)

after sch, went to buy bubble tea with fellow peeps.
jocee, jer, rosa, janis, andrea, jiaxuan, ruth.
while the rest (hweewen& vicky) went for hmt..
thn slacked under the sun, ate waffle.

thn headed to pei jocee they all till lrt,
thn i went to jer hse after buying wheels & she buy tomyum seaweed.
that idiot had seaweed for lunch, freak her.
anyways was reading her msg and i feel that im like freaking good to her loh!
hahaha of cos lah, my sweetheart ley, what you expect.
(why the hell am i talking to myself :x)

okay thn yeah, chatted with her mum and her.
thn we went out to find,
sister, mjkakiiii, short one, peenis, and weihui.
thn find liao, their bus came thn we all homed le :D

thats all for today, bye!
funfunfun..
life is full of wonders (LOL)

tell me its worth holding on

where were you,
whn everything inside of me were falling apart,
& whn all i needed was a call?

helloooo.
Happy belated valentines' day :D
i spent like 80 bucks, i want to jump dwn the building now.
ok, *shut myself up incase i go crazy*
lets look on the bright side,
..

today i spent nothing, cos i didnt go out.
hehs, just stayed at home and watched tv.
watched ''witch yoohee'', hehehe.
it play again, freaking love this korean drama.
thn slept cos american idol is too boring (must be)
thn bathed, thn went out to dinner.
thn came back, thn using comp now.

i need to start studying but i cant bring myself to.

thats all i guess.
& sorry jerlene yong, whn you called me this morning,
i was still sleeping, hehs.
sometimes i wished i dont have to go school at all.
but sometimes i wished i had to go everyday.

-
random stuffs.

p/s
i've been aiming for w902,
im gonna get it soon (i hope)

-
p/s/s
just put-ed a playlist.
in luvvvvv with the song called 'my hands' by of cos,
dearest david archuleta, heh.
and some other songs too.
hohohoo!

-
bye people.
hope all of your had enjoyed your valentines' day :D

my mind is flooding with images of you.

what we had, is come and gone

sometimes i try to hide, what i feel inside,
whn i turn around, i just cant figure it out


hello.
today is a rather sucky day.
some things happened during d&t..
anyway dont msg me/ call me anymore.
some idiot stole my sim card and left my phone bhind d&t room.
i wished i knew who that asshole is..):
many thanks to sisters for helping me :D

after school was having fun with some retarded bimbos,
thn all i remember is taking photos of the cute bimbo rosa(peesalind)
& that stupid bimbo ruth(poof).
& marching arnd outside 3SA with lynn(peelynn),annabel(peenabel) and kerin(peerin)
that siao eh hor(lynn) point medium finger at me as salute, LOL.
siaochabo. she's damn cute.
& yeaaaah, JANIS(PEENIS). hahahaha.
& amanda(pemanda/pamelo)
LOL. i prefer the name peeenis(janis neoneo) the most.
jocelyneeee(peecilynni) is busy studying inside the classroom :(

after that smth bad happened..
sister i'll always be there for you derhs.
whnever you need me.
ily sister :D

thats all, bye!
valentine's day is only 3 days away,
time is passing too fast & i cant seem to catch up.

I have everyone i need

i can never feel what you felt

helllooo.
today was a rather fun day, hehs.
first lesson was..
d&t, haha, mr goh didnt come.
so walked arnd the school with wen as usual,
thn find lynn&kerin awhile.
thn went back.
p.o.a lesson, what the heck la, idiot tcher.
i dont really care though.
mt, ting xie, heh didnt learn bt tink can pass.
recess, pei jer&jocee go buy food.
the rest i forgot liao.
thn andrea vicky jerlene jiaxuan went to hwa chong inst.
3e1 thingy uh.

(8
aftr school,
went to fajar with amanda jocee weekang,
janis joined us ltr (:
ate, thn went back to school.
rosa and ruth homed.
me jocee and janis went to ''do work'' under umbrella there.
actually they both did work luh except me.
im busy daydreaming and listening to my songs.

halfway through, i slept. felt tired somehow.
lynn and kerin came :)
got woken up by KERIN.
thn sleep again.
KERIN woke me up again.
thn sleep quite long alrdy, thn JOCEE woke me up.
what a "peaceful" sleep i had :D:D:D

after that played with jocee's hoodie.
janis say i look lyk some retarded osama bt i dnt care lah hehs.
they dared me to walk like that to the lrt so i did :D
tink little ppl saw bah.
met up with jerlene and jiaxuan,
awhile ltr thn homed.

i prefer YESTERDAY! :D
met up with jocee,lynn& amanda at plaza arnd 12.30pm.
saw vicky & jer, ivfy they all at plaza, talked to them awhile only
did work awhile, thn went to jocee hse.
thn gambled there till lyk 4 plus.
amanda homed early:(

thn me and lynn keep on asking can play mahjong mah.
thn jocee bro de frens leave le.
thn me and lynn chiong inside alrdy. heh.
thn jocee cousin guided her when we're playing.
thn lynn keep on winning lah D:
bt nvm i got win a few times lols :x

thn whn we all open tiles whn lynn win,
thn jocee keep scold 'f*** you' to me cos i have the tile she wanted.
LOL unreasonable right.
how i knw she nid that tile.
she take mine i only point medium finger niah,
at least nvr say out lor, hahah.
after that stopped playing cos jocee bro they all wanna play le.

thn we went to jocee's room,
played thai di, pool and all those stuff that we can play using cards.
created some of our own games :D
play play play. laugh laugh laugh.
lynn keep winning, me keep lose.
jocee piggy bank keep fall down LOL.
so total after everything i won $4 onlyyy.
whn the starting of the day de gambling i won $8 lor.
sian diaos. but nvm,
we had fun :D

after that sent lynn to busstop wait for bus with her,
thn jocee pei me go plaza thn we go buy 1 bread eat,
thn she send me to lrt thn we homed :D

love them all lah.
lynn's my mjkaki/siao-eh now. :D

thats all,
buhbye peeeepooos!

First love.

(Random Post)

I am currently aim-ing a phone alrdy!
woot, finally managed to get over W760i.
now aim-ing a freaking stylo phone.
just like my previous, hahah,
except that its not slide/flip. :)

heeeeheeeeheeeeees!
i'll get that phone i hope.
sooner or later, heh heh.
im coming for you.
^^

I told you its not worth it,

actions speak louder than words,

hellooooooooo.
i love clique, people &frens hell lots for today.
(:

today school was okay i guess.
lessons ended early, 12.30pm.
went to fajar for lunch with whole clique and janis.
amanda didnt wanna go :(
saw lynn & co. there too. hehs.

after that,
walked back to school.
i have CCA so slacked awhile before going in range,
with vicky & andrea.
shot 60 shots today i think, lil but nvm la :x
thn supervise some sec ones to shoot.

after CCA,
waited for dancers & guides ppl to meet tgt.
hahahs, rained.
pei rosa wait for her mum.
thn all of us walk to bubbletea shop,
they bought bubbletea.

talked to vicky otw there, hehs,
train home with jocee janis amanda ruth.
they homed at senja/jelapang.
talked with amanda damn long at mrt station.
she pei me go jurong east & talked till 7.30pm
thn both of us homed. :)
she rocks ton ok!

just now talked to jocee.
yays love her.
talking to vicky now.
yay love her too.

thats all, bye.
peeeeepos.
smile.

The feeling's still there after so long

Gone without a trace.

Helllo.
today was okay lah.
normal day.
just that got assembly thats all.
waited for dancers & band peeps as usual.
thn homed after sending jer home as usual.
hahahahahaha, bye.

LOL.
im going crazy. :/

To find someone i can never have.

i'm turning and walking away,

hello.
todayyy was okay.
chemistry, ms kang didnt come for the first time.
p.e, ran 2.4km, didnt really run much cos dont rly care as its only a trial.
physics, didnt listen, was stone-ing & talking to janis.
recess was okay.
p.o.a, test i cfm fail, & tcher chnage seating but i think its good, hahah.
at least hedy can be there to slap my hand whn im dreaming like she did that time.
ss, didnt do homework, but did mindmap during class wif janis.
ls, slack thn listen to songs.
break, hai hao bahs didnt really do anything.
geog, was with hweewen, behind was that freaking irritating person. wth.

after school,
was with jer, janis & amanda & jiaxuan & andrea,
but whn hmt ended, andrea homed with vicky i think.
thn wif jer janis amanda. hehs.
while dancers went for dance.
waited for them while slacking.
arnd 6 plus we cnt take it liaos so long lor dancers.
so went to buy bubbletea, hahahha.
thn met dancers after that at bus stop.
awhile ltr bus came and janis jocee lynn & ruth homed.

while i send jer home, at her house downstair,
talked some stuffs with her & sorta shared our feelings for stuffs..
girl i'll support you as long as its what you think its the best for you la.
:) [ahem see i so nice lorrrr.] will sms you l8r one.

thn listened to songs on the way home,
now in love with a song. its freaking nice uh (:
put it as blogsong lerhs.
thats all i guess,
bye.

Leaving a light on when im gone

its okay to look stupid whn you're with your best friends

got nothing much to post today.
school was okay.
d&t is full of question marks.
poa is like hell boring.
mother tounge was okay cos i dont rly care.
recess had fun with sisters.
english lesson is entertaining today cos like freaking funny.
chem is okay la, crystalization stuff.
geog went into same grp as wen, yay ness.
got irritated by a stupid irritating person sitting behind me. zzz.

after school went to house meeting.
ok-ok only. got sabo-ed, sian luh.

DEAD BORED. YAWN.
going do xi zi liaos,
buhbye peeps. (8

I wanna rewind just once more,